Today I feel……
05 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
Scared, sad and depressed. I was able to make it to work. I have a cough that has been present for over a month. But I AM ALIVE!!! Today is one of those days that I wish I call a friend and grab a meal or do a bit of shopping. As I look around I am surrounded by people but yet I feel alone. I am not afraid to die but I am scared for those I love and the hurt they may feel. My husband Philip is my amazing supporter and a rock when I need him. I better get back to work. Check out this picture of me that Sarah edited of me. Look past the super pale face (my body is shutting down).
What would you do?
05 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
What would you do if you were told you its lucky if you live until Christmas? Cry, scream, throw things, try to disconnect from everyone so they are not affected (didn’t work) reconnect with others, tell people more freely that you love them? Well I have done all this and more. I found treatment procedure that can cure me and kill the tumors with a laser type machine. The problem is it will cost upwards of $10k. If you or anyone you know has any idea for me to raise the money, I would love to hear it. This seems like a last ditch effort and I need to do it. I am open to ideas for fund-raising… to help me get my life back. Thanks everyone for all the support! Please email, call or text me. Please I am putting it all out there in hopes that someone has a magic idea! 801-921-0166
Cyber knife Procedure
05 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
I found treatment procedure that can cure me and kill the tumors with a laser type machine. The problem is it will cost upwards of $10k. If you or anyone you know has any idea for me to raise the money, I would love to hear it. This seems like a last ditch effort and I need to do it. I am open to ideas for fund-raising… to help me get my life back. Thanks everyone for all the support! Please email, call or text me. 801-921-0166
Update
05 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
